another wacko dream. well actually. three dreams.

the first two are nightmares. the last one is just weird.

dream 1:
it was pitch black and i was driving a boat out on a lake. i couldn't see anything because there were no lights and not even the moon was out. i just knew i was on a boat and i could tell how fast i was going by the wind and the force of the boat hitting the water. i kept looking around for the break but i couldn't see anything. i just felt the freezing cold air and the stinging water and all i could see was darkness everywhere. all i remember thinking was, "i'm going to die. i'm going to run into a tree or a house or a rock and i'm going to drown." then this dream rolled into my next one...

dream 2:
so i wake up from dream 1 in this dream and i was freaking out because it had scared me. so i tried to turn my bedside lamp on but it wouldn't turn on. i was like, "dangit! the bulb busted". i was still scared without a light on so i got up and went across the room to turn the room light on. it wouldn't turn on either. i thought that maybe a fuse had blown upstairs, so i went downstairs to fix it. i tried to turn the living room light on but it was dead too. by this time i assumed something was wrong with the power company. but i'd paid my bill, so i was confused. i lit a candle and went to pick up the phone to call the power company. i was peeved because i knew that i had paid my bill. for some reason the downstairs front door was open and even the power lights were out. i was expecting some moon or star light but even those were covered by clouds. i was annoyed, chilly because of the cold air coming through the door, and slightly nervous because it was so dark. at this point, rebekah, my roommate, comes down stairs holding something in her hands. i got closer to her and she was holding a handful of small stuffed animals. i was like, "Rebekah, what are you holding?" she said, "these were outside your bedroom door..." at that point, it hit me. i stared at her and if there was enough light you would have seen all the color leave my face. apparently (i got back knowledge somehow) there had been a serial killer that was roaming around north georgia, and he would leave stuffed animals in front of the door of his next victims. i suddenly realized that all the darkness was because he had cut the power lines and that he was in the apartment somewhere. the dream ended by kinda fading out with the knowledge that we were both going to die very soon. creepy yeah. then this dream rolled into my next one....

dream 3: i woke up again in my dream and i was freaked out again because of my nightmare. well, when i woke up, i saw this man sitting by my bedside table just staring at me. i was scared to move but afraid not to. i took my pillow and threw it at the man because i wanted to make sure he was real. well the pillow went through the man several times so i knew he wasn't real, but somehow i could still see him. i couldn't understand what was going on. the man's face eventually began to morph slowly into my friend daniel chen's face. i'm not sure why, but there daniel was smiling at me. at this point, i actually woke up.

actually awake: i was so freaked out by all of my dreams that i turned my lamp on and my overhead light and just slept with them on. haha. apparently, i am a little more afraid of the dark than i thought i was.